but it was the manner my mom died that gives me pause for thought
a very strange experience
I did nit know what to do with myself
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Well I leave that for your to decide
I some what think her last thoughts as her final moments were reached shecwascthinkingbof me and of the son she had given up all those years before
I found out that I had been adopted at age one and that I had two half brothers thirteen and fourteen years older than me
What is one thing you've learned from life?
my father in law died on the mothers parents anniversary
the years past by quickly
banging my head agaists the wall was a very viable option
What was the most inappropriate thing your parent caught you doing as a teen? Was in the bedroom, I thought nobody else was home. My sister and I shared that bedroom but I knew she was gone. I didn’t know my dad was home though.
I never suspected anything
all even years in fact when my world was turned upside own TWICE
I found out my birth mothers name and the search was on
In the New Testament, Christ quotes the Ethiopian book of Enoch. How do the Sola Scriptura folks square this circle?
one one fine day the sun was shining, the birds were chirping, it as a beautiful day
my had was spinning
however because my parents had been so good to me I resolved two things
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personally I think my mom did regret giving me up and always wondered what happened to me
my file was been transferred from the archives to the computers to enter all the information about children and birth parents that wanted to reunite
I was Morose
Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support.
I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized.
he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that.
he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened.
he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence.
i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me
i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction.
after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly.
things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it.
we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe …
our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far?
this has upset me so much its hard to even function.
there were several others that sort of beggar belief
two - I would not look for my birth family until my dad was gone
my dad hated that teddy bear and we never knew why
My ex moved on so fast. How can I overcome the pain?
the letter wasn’t from my mom but there was a letter from the matron from the home where I spent my first year after I was born saying that I was taking the teddy bear to my new home from my birth father
the shock was so great I had a complete breakdown
I knew it might cost me finding my birth family but my parents happiness was ore than breaking my dads heart
Why do flat Earthers exist? Why can’t I see the Sun at night? Is it because Earth is not flat?
the only problem was I never knew why
I had kept my promise not to tell my dad I knew but now he was gone I could freely look
A slip up by my aunt and the world I knew came crashing down
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I was closer to him in the last three months that he was still with us than I had ever been in the previous 34 years
the whole day I was in a state
it was our wedding anniversary and her mom was dying of emphazima and doctor had said it was hours not weeks or months that she woukd go so we were stressing she would go on our wedding aniversary
What can I do after 18 cops raided my home, without a warrant, seeking a person who didn't live there and wasn't there, and also went through all of my stuff? The person wasn't on the lease, and they didn't see him enter.
I’m too scared to even contemplate if there is another connection there
co incidence's ???
strange yes
Why cant a narcissist admit when they are wrong?
my dad died and once again my world came to a CRASHING FLIP
the one man I trusted and looked upto very brutally told me I was adopted
the shocker came when I found out that the same day my mom died was the same day I had been so distraught
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my youngest daughter was born on the mothers birthday
my dad died it was this couples wedding anniversary
I was crying
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he threw the teddy bear away the day I got married
the search for your origions had just opened up so even if I had known before hand I would not have been able to look
It fell off the trolly and instead of it been put back on the trolly it was put on the shelf judt as my application to look for my parents csmecinn
Help. I’m 16 and just got spanked by both of my parents for taking the car. What do I do? I want to run off somewhere but I’m so scared that I’ll get spanked again. I’ve never gotten the paddle before and I’m still scared to sit
to this day I regard this man as the scum of the earth for the way he had broken the news of my adoption
moulding my own thoughts into the story maybe
after thirty four years I found out that I was adopted
Is it wrong of me to feel uncomfortable that my friend thinks my brother is hot?
nothing could ruin the day except foe one thing
I found out that my birth mom had died eleven years before but the rest of the family apart from my dads side had been waiting 25 years to connect with me
but here is the clincher
She died the next day and her death led to me connecting with my birth family when the death notice for Anne’s mom appeared just above the only two death notices for my half brother
sadly just got the bad news that my other half brother passed away last month
however nothing came of it and four years later I finally succeeded in connecting with my birth family
this was not the first strange co incidence
We shared birthdays and deaths together with another couple
the next day I was fine again
strange as it may seem the day before Anne’s mom died my wife had a dream about Anne’s mom coming to her with a letter asking for forgiveness spabdvthat my wife go look for the son she gave up for adoption all those years before
when did he die lthecsameceay thst Anne’s mom died
one - I would not tell my dad I knew (my mom had passed away four years before
I talk from experience here
I was depressed
she burned to death
